I am starting to hate someone.

I've never really hated anyone before, not once in my whole 25 years of existence. I'm starting to realize that if you hurt me, I can deal with it without feeling the urge to hate you. I can get mad for some time, but would then let it go after a while. But if you start hurting people I care for, and start ruining the future of any of them, there's a big chance that I may end up hating you.

I feel like I'm making a big deal out of nothing, but the thing is I have NEVER hated anyone, really. And I don't like what I'm feeling, but I can't help it. I can't seem to stop myself. You know how people say they can't stop theirselves from falling in love, well, I can't stop myself from hating this person. He's causing so much pain to so many people I care for, I can't help but wish him ill.

I hope this stops before I end up really hating this person. I am not liking this. Tsk.

Labels: doing it the soap-opera way, Famiglia, Si Dindin