Of What May Be.
Sunday, February 02, 2014
The truth is, the biggest part of me cannot wait until it's summer and I can go back home.
This country, this city, the people in this city, the people I
I used to be one of the most positive person, thoughtful, idealistic, fair, productive, patient, and then this country and its people happened. I've always had this façade of being the most pessimistic person in a room, but people close to me knew I am the most idealistic person there is. Probably one of the major reasons why I always try my best to find the goodness in everyone, and probably also one of the major reasons why I am always "used and abused", as Asmae would say. I do not want to be a cynic, and I'm afraid that slowly I am turning to be exactly that kind of person.
Inside I am crying for the version of me that is slowly fading, being drowned by this newer, meaner, version I am becoming.
Maybe I'm overreacting, or maybe I am not.
Wednesday, January 08, 2014
Happy 2014! I know this is my best year yet. At least after year 2005.
I claim it. Universe, makisama ka. :-)
Anyway, now that I have tricked the very few people who follow and read this blog site that I no longer blog, I can finally go back and write again.
I know. -_-
I also know that I need to fix my links. Nakakatamad bigla. Hahaha.
Labels: Silly Me
Monday, March 19, 2012
Labels: I'm thinking of YOU
Friday, February 03, 2012
A glimpse. A stare.
My heart, it skipped a beat.
Inside, I melted.
I Miss You.
Tuesday, January 03, 2012
I miss you.
I miss the old you. I miss how you used to be. [OL]
I miss how I used to feel that there was a chance for us - a chance for me and you.
Labels: I'm thinking of YOU
Yun Na Yun.
Monday, September 12, 2011
I'm waiting for Xara to come pick me up. Meanwhile, I don't have anything better to do, and so I blog.
Wala lang. Hehehe. Basta ang alam ko:
Pag may masirang couple this month, yun na yun.
My One-liner #10 : Then You'll Know.
Tuesday, September 06, 2011
"If you're not the best person you could ever be,
if you're becoming who you don't want to be,
if your friends feel you're not happy...
Then, you're probably with the wrong person."
My One-liner #9 : Reason.
Monday, September 05, 2011
"You don't need the right to be jealous. All you need is a reason. And sometimes, knowing that he's supposed to be with you, and not with her, is reason enough."
There's Something About The Eyes.
Thursday, September 01, 2011
Eyes don't lie. At least, those eyes I've seen never did.
Usually, I can tell when people are really in love, or at least happy in the relationship they are in. Because eyes don't lie. You see, when people are in love, there's a spark in their eyes. Their eyes glow. And even if they try to hide it, the happiness just shows.
[Just this Sunday one of my friends proved me right, again. Her eyes were smiling and glowing. There was no way to hide how happy she was. Hehehe.] :-)
And this brings me back to the point of this post.
I want to tell you, I don't see the spark in your eyes. And so far, no one does (at least, none of the people I know). And it's sad, because you've waited so long to finally be with someone, that it would be a sin to get stuck in a relationship with someone you only think you are in love with, when you could be out there with the person you are meant to be happy with.
Some times, some people just want to be with someone so bad, they stop really caring who the person they are with is. Just like how some times, some people want to fall in love so bad, they end up convincing theirselves they are in love even if they're not. They don't realize that most of the time, they are just in love with the idea of being in love, and then they miss out on all the best part and things of really being in love with your partner.
Please, don't spend your time being with someone you are not in love with, and who is not in love with you, either. Don't spend your time with someone you don't see yourself starting a family, waking up, sleeping, and spending the rest of your life with. It's not worth it, because you could, and should, be spending your time with the person you are meant to be with.
The rest of your life starts the moment you realize and feel who you are meant to be with. Start the rest of your life as soon as you can. Make it happen. Don't be trapped.
We don't think you're happy, and we want you to be. I want you to be happy.
But then again, who am I to know.
My One-liner #8 : Because He knows.
Monday, August 29, 2011
"If God didn't thought you and I were meant to be,
He wouldn't have me fall so deeply in love with you."
My One-liner #7: Home.
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
"Barely four months,
and most days I feel like packing up all my things and flying back home."
Just Some Questions.
Saturday, August 13, 2011
I just finished reading one of my Facebook friends' status.
I won't say which one, 'cause it'll be too obvious. Ayoko ng gulo. Hehehe.
Anyway, while I still wait for us to happen, and be finally together...
Can I just ask you...
"Puede bang akin ka na lang? Ngayon na?"