Moniker: Dindin
Of What May Be. 
Sunday, February 02, 2014
The truth is, the biggest part of me cannot wait until it's summer and I can go back home.
This country, this city, the people in this city, the people I
I used to be one of the most positive person, thoughtful, idealistic, fair, productive, patient, and then this country and its people happened. I've always had this façade of being the most pessimistic person in a room, but people close to me knew I am the most idealistic person there is. Probably one of the major reasons why I always try my best to find the goodness in everyone, and probably also one of the major reasons why I am always "used and abused", as Asmae would say. I do not want to be a cynic, and I'm afraid that slowly I am turning to be exactly that kind of person.
Inside I am crying for the version of me that is slowly fading, being drowned by this newer, meaner, version I am becoming.
Maybe I'm overreacting, or maybe I am not.
Labels: I love Milano, Mabuhay Pilipinas, Pouting, Si Dindin, Silly Me, Viva Italia
Pilipinas, when?
Saturday, March 13, 2010
One of my brothers, who lives in the US with his family, came here for Kuya Saldy's funeral. It has been 10 years since they last saw each other. Everyone knows that Papà wanted me to move and live in the US, he says I'll have a better future and more opportunities in the land of milk and honey. I was planned to move to the US in 2006, but Papà died a year before so the plan did not push through. Last year, around Christmas season (after more than a year of thinking), I decided to come back here, work (seriously) for at least a year to save some, apply to have a Filipino citizenship, and move back to Pilipinas.
The whole time Kuya was here, he's been convncing me to move to the US instead, and stay with him and his family, until I can live on my own. And I kept on convincing him that I'll be fine and hopefully will make it in the Philippines, and if all things fail, I can always go back here to Italia. The thing is... He succeeded and convinced my siblings, and some of my relatives that moving to the US is the better choice.
Pilipinas, mauudlot ka na naman ba?
P.S.
I would like to thank everyone for the prayers, the thought, the messages, and for "being with us" in this time of grief. We really appreciate it very much. We would like to let you know that the family and I are feeling much better now.
Labels: doing it the soap-opera way, Famiglia, Friends, Mabuhay Pilipinas, Pouting, Si Dindin, The US of A
This is how I look like...
Thursday, February 28, 2008
... when you wake me up, buzzing the hell out of our entry phone at 7.55 AM, especially when I dozed off at 4 something in the morning, and I haven't had a cup of coffee yet. And all you want to do is talk, talk, talk about your ex-boyfriend, your ex-boyfriend, and your ex-boyfriend while I'm still in my pajamas.
But because I love you, it's all good.
Have a safe trip!!! I'll miss you!
There. You wanted a "grumpy" picture, now you have it. =p
Labels: Friends, Lights Camera Action, Pouting, Si Dindin
What the ... ?
Friday, January 25, 2008
Uy, I'm home early! Actually I did not go to school, may sciopero (strike) daw eh. Ayun. Wala lang.
For almost a week now, I've been exchanging Friendster messages with a schoolmate back when I was in grade school. We're not really friends, I don't even remember his last name, and the last time I saw him was 1996.
I'm trying to be as friendly as I can, because we were schoolmates, and because he remembers my full name and my cousin's full name. After the "Hi, Hello, What have you been up to?", eto na:
**** wrote:
d2 sa q,c n me nkatira... wla n kze since pag k grad ko sa liceo diretso n agad ako d2 kya wla n me masyado kilala.. ikaw my work k n b dyn??? muzta love lyf???? my bf, asawa ano???
Dindin wrote:
Ah, ok. Nope, I'm graduating this year (hopefully!) and sometimes I baby-sit.. No bf, no husband and no love life. Haha. It's inexistent. Hahaha!
**** wrote:
lol maniwala me sau.. ikaw pa hahahahahah
Dindin wrote:
Yun nga eh, ako pa, hahaha!
**** wrote:
hnd ako naniniwla sau kze gus2 nila dyn sa italy pinay n 2lad mo hehehehe
[Okei, what the f**k is he trying to insinuate here? Nga pala, di wag kang maniwala kung ayaw mo, Leche!]
Dindin wrote:
"kze gus2 nila dyn sa italy pinay n 2lad mo"
Meaning???
**** wrote:
kagaya mo... i mean type nila 2lad u n asia lalo n pinay heheheheheh
[And this is the part where I start to get VERY irritated! I mean, what the hell?]
Dindin wrote:
You probably have Americans in mind, and mistaking them for Italians.. Oh well, whatever..
[I wanted to say, "You probably have Travis Kraft in mind", and since he's American (correct me, if I'm wrong.), I said American instead, because I'm not sure if he's familiar with Travis Kraft and I didn't want to explain who he is na.]
**** wrote:
hahahah ganon b hnd nman noh... heheheheh
What the hell? Why is he still laughing?
Am I the only one who's irritated with this? Am I being my-too-sensitive-self here?
I probably just need some sleep.
Or maybe not. Gggrrrr...
Un-Christmas.
Sunday, December 23, 2007
Of all the Christmases, this Christmas is the most Un-Christmas. I started decorating the house last December 16 and finished 2 days later, have not attended any Christmas party, and started shopping for gifts only last Saturday. I am not feeling the Christmas this year. Not yet.
Anyway, I just realize some thing yesterday: The best time to buy all your Christmas presents is 3 days before the 25th of December at 8 o'clock in the morning, when everyone else is still at work.
Labels: Halo-Halo Special, Pouting, Si Dindin
When Reality Surpasses Fantasy...
Saturday, April 28, 2007
I'm usually cool, happy and amazed by it. I find it unique and glad to know that some things are still better in "real" life and that great things do not only happen in fairy tales. But when things like this happens... It just makes me vomit and wish that it's just a fantasy of twisted mind at work. -_-'
p.s.
I'm still waiting for summer vacation to go on full-time blog hopping... Thank you to everyone who still visits me at this blog. I still write here every now and then but if you need anything urgent you can find me at MySpace or Friendster or better yet, just send me an e-mail.
Once again, Thank you! And Happy weekend, everyone!
Always be safe. xoxo <3
Labels: Crazy world, Familia sa Mundo ng Blog, Pouting, Si Dindin, Viva Italia
Easter post.
Saturday, April 07, 2007
This school year is coming fast to an end... and yet it seems not fast enough.. I didn't have the time to blog or visit most people's blog these past few weeks but for the last 2 days I had all the time I needed to blog and blog hop... but I just didn't feel like doing it.. Suddenly, I just feel tired. I think I just have the Holiday Blues.. Whatyathink?
Anyway,
I wish you all a Happy, Memorable and a Meaningful Easter!
*yawns* I think I'm gonna go get some sleep now.. Will visit your home tomorrow. ;) *yawns*
p.s.
Will be back to the normal (whatever that is) me as soon as possible.
Labels: Eskwela, Halo-Halo Special, Pouting, Si Dindin
If it's not meant to be.. It's not meant to be.
Saturday, March 24, 2007
There.. Things between
Gosh, I'm such a whiner ;p
Have a great weekend everyone!
xoxo
When you are tired of school...
Saturday, March 10, 2007
Steph: hey kamusta? oo off ko pero sunday na,, huhuhuhu,,, monday na uli tom back to slavery uli hahaha,,, ok nMn ako sa work ko,, my weekend argh! worst! may "dalaw" ako e,, kainis hahaha...ndi ako nakalabas, kakatamad e ,, ikaw?
Din-Din: haha! kaya pala may bisita.. hehehe..
eto ganun pa din.. wala pa din bagong ma-ra-raket.. naaawa pa din sa sarili ko.. hahaha!
back to school na ulit bukas.. nag-sasawa na nga ako sa eskwela eh..
gusto ko na mag-quit! -_-'
p.s.
did u get the msg. i sent u?
hacked ba?
Steph: oh? wag ka muna mg quit bago ka mg quit hanap ka muna ng work para ok diba? oo na receive ko pero yung nga hacked nga ....
Din-Din: erm.. with the HS diploma and luck that i have.. i'll probably end up cleaning dirty toilets at cheap night clubs! hahahaha!
but yeah.. i guess i can't quit.. i only have 3 more months to go and this school year will be over.. but then again sa september will be a different school drama (better yet.. rants).. if only i was filthy rich! i could just pack all my things and go back to the "bayang magiliw" and live like a friggin' spoiled brat who shoo's everyone away, goes shopping all day and party all night ! hahaha!
I AM TURNING INTO A VERY SHALLOW PERSON. i know. =p
Steph: hehehe.. dont worry,, ako nga rin gusto ko rin umuwi at mgpasarap!!!! umuwi sa pilipinas at gumimik ng gumimik at mg shopping hangat wala ng mabili dahil nabili na lahat ng pedeng bilhin! hayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy......uwi na tau din! lets pack and lets enjoy sa pinas!
Yes, we are two shallow high school friends! ^_^
SB post: TULOG video.
Labels: Eskwela, Friends, Lights Camera Action, Mabuhay Pilipinas, Pouting, Si Dindin, South Border
Fool-itika.
Friday, February 23, 2007
Naingit yata ang Italia sa pulitika ng Pilipinas.
p.s.
Please tell me this is a joke.
I think everyone of us is born to do great things in our own fields.
And if we are lucky enough to find that field before we are TOO old,
I think there we should stay.
South Border post: Regular Chat Sessions with SB.
Multiply post: (1) People, (2) Stuffs and Around.
p.s.
Please tell me this is a joke.
I think everyone of us is born to do great things in our own fields.
And if we are lucky enough to find that field before we are TOO old,
I think there we should stay.
South Border post: Regular Chat Sessions with SB.
Multiply post: (1) People, (2) Stuffs and Around.
Labels: Crazy world, Mabuhay Pilipinas, Politica, Pouting, South Border, Viva Italia
Hannibal Rising.
As obvious as it is...
Yes, last night I watched Hannibal Rising.
Not as scary
All in all, Not a bad movie.
It's just that I think that
Tomorrow, I shall return.
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
Ngek. What's with the title... haha. Wala lang. Can't think straight.
"When I do things without any explanation, but just with spontaneity...
I can be sure that I am right."– Federico Fellini
South Border post: Listen to SB's newest single, SA HANGIN. (there's also a SWEET remix).
Will blog something that's not so uumm.. whatever..
Will blog something else and visit EVERYONE... tomorrow..
No school bukas.
WOO-HOO!
yeah. right.
Labels: Eskwela, Halo-Halo Special, Pouting, Si Dindin, Silly Me, South Border
I am bored.
Friday, February 02, 2007
We were supposed to have our literature long (long, long, long..) test.. but it was moved to a later date (we were informed about the changes only 4 hours before the test), Our prof's dad was hospitalized.. so I just decided to stay home.. and not risk to freeze outside. (fyi, para kaming nasa horror flick.. there's thick fog everywhere! bbbrrrr...). Nasayang lang pag-aaral ko kay foscolo at manzoni ng buong umaga. Hmmpp.. ito na lang ang pinag-tripan ko dito sa bahay. hehehe.
more tripping photos here.
p.s.
merong akong bagong english class episode.. pero next time ko na iblo-blog..
merong akong bagong english class episode.. pero next time ko na iblo-blog..
TEASER
prof: the heart is the size of a clenched fist. anyone know what a clenched fist is?[...]luca: i went to amsterdam last year... [...]
South Border post: The Perfect Valentine's Date.
Labels: Eskwela, Pouting, Si Dindin, Silly Me, South Border, Weder-Weather
What's next?
Sunday, December 03, 2006
I still can't come up with anything to blog about.
I'm feeling so lazy. I have too much school works to do.
Oh, Don't you just love the Holidays!
Times when teachers finally have an excuse to give their poor 
students tons and tons and tons and loads of school works to do. 
I think I might have to do something with the pintura of my beloved blog.
Afterall, even pessimists do celebrate Christmas. Anong koneksyon? Oh well.
Have a happy Sunday, everyone! muah!
Bago ko pala makalimutan,
Here are some photos from South Border's show at BBKINGS last Nov. 18, 2006.
Thanks again, Emilie!
just click on the picture ;-)
Ok.. that's all for now. Enjoy life and always be safe! ;-)
Labels: Eskwela, Pouting, South Border
